September 30th, 2008

This is already the longest 2 weeks of my life. I have been freaking out because for some reason I feel like they timed the IUI wrong. I probably should call the doc, but at the same time, i'm sure they know what they're doing, and it's too late to do anything about it now anyway. So I think I will just leave it alone.Last night when I got home from work, DH and I were talking and he kept saying he was so excited and he really really hopes this worked. It breaks my heart to tell him not to get his hopes up, that this might not have worked. I am still trying to convince myself that it might not have worked, while staying positive that it just may. It's hard to find a balance. Anyways- tonight DH has a softball game so I will make myself dinner, finish reading Breaking Dawn and watch FlightPlan with Jodi Foster. I have wanted to see it since it came out, but DH said he heard it was crappy. Oh well, we'll see.My poor puppy is home alone all day today. Usually we drop him off at my MIL's house to play with her pup, but we had to seperate them to figure out who keeps tearing her house apart. He looked so sad when I left him this morning. (By the way- he is THE most spoiled dog EVER! He is never left by himself. When we go out on weekeneds, he goes to MIL's. It's insane.) Hopefully- he won't tear our apartment apart, because then I will have to kill him!