10 DPIUI
Well- I made it into the testing zone. I could test from here on out and get a BFP (or, of course, a BFN). I went to CVS last night to pick up prescriptions, and I was sooo tempted to throw in some HPTs, but I stood my ground and just walked past them (yay!)Now I am thinking I will test tomorrow, at 11DPIUI. I am not sure how I am feeling. Since I found out I will definately get AF if i'm not pregnant, because I used drugs to force ovulation, the symptoms i've had could go either way. I think at this point I just want to know now, so I can follow up with the RE, regardless of the outcome. I am really nervous about seeing a negative. I keep thinking to myself that it definately could be negative, and not to get my hopes up- but I know if I see one- I will be sad. I started a diet today. I would like to shed some extra weight, or just be healthier- instead of eating like a heifer and not moving around at all. We'll se how it works out.After work today I will be going to a training class for work until 7:15. By the time I get home it will be about 7:40, and then I will eat a quick dinner, and maybe try to persuade DH to go for a walk. Maybe we will walk to CVS and pick up an HPT. Or maybe not. I want to know, but I also want to hold onto the hope that it COULD BE, ya know? ugh- I hate infertility. It truly makes me sad.
