October 7th, 2008

9 DPIUI





I am trying to convince myself to wait until this weekend to test, when technically- I could test tomorrow. The last time I was pregnant, I got a BFP on 10 DPO. I really want to hold off, though. I am afraid of the disappointment I will feel if it's a BFN. This weekend I am traveling to Massachusetts for DH's cousins' wedding. We are leaving Sunday and coming home Monday. I don't want to test before the wedding and then be sad because it's negative. But if I wait, that's a whole 'nother week away!So many decisions.My boobs are still pretty sore, and I haven't been sleeping well at all. Tossing and turning all night, vivid dreams...and I know this is totally cliche, but I was craving pickles all day on Sunday and yesterday. My mouth is watering just thinking about them. Of course, this stemmed from me seeing pickles at the supermarket, and it's probably all in my head..lol.I'm feeling much better today than I did over the weekend, with all my crazy cysts. I took yesterday off of work, and wish I was home today, also. My sister has been on a diet and has been doing an awesome job counting calories/nutrients and started herself on an exercise program. Nows probably not the time to start counting calories since I am TTC, but no harm in trying to be healthier, right? So I will start today, just modifying my diet a bit, and when my ovaries are back to normal, I will start exercising again, also.On a different note, my grandfather has been very sick, and I don't think we have much time left with him. He lives in North Carolina, and I wish he lived closer so we could go see him. It's not easy to get on a plane and fly there- it's very expensive. I'm praying for him.